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{ You know i love y o u }

He does love me......So you do i torcher him like this?Navy was sooo sad....she new her life had turnd into hell, but what was she to do? Ok, so maby she did know....but she dident want to do it. With a deep sigh, Navy then let the horrible owrds fall from her vocals. My Lord, I sorry, i am truly vrey sry! you see, befor i meet you i was in love with Koi but- well see, then i met you and i fell in love with yoiu and well- im so sry! i still love koi, but you are my lord, and i love you even more. Please, i want to forget him, but i still- well, but his friend, you know?

{So it hurts me so to say t h i s }

Navy now took deep breathes inbetween sobs Im so so --- sry my Lord i ---Love you with all my ---- Heart and i feel soo ----Ashamed. Navy new she couldent look into his eyes. She ran off. Not looking back. She ran so long that it hurt to breath. she fell down and inbetwen sobs tried to breath. What have i done? O god what ever have i done? Navy then lay there. Her grey hide coated with mud and grass. She lay ever so still, not knowing what to do

{ I shall never look upon you face the same way, the same you will to m i n e }

[varda»]

.and the [t r u t h] comes [o u t].

now you could imagine what emotions ran through the heart of the mascu', right? well, he wouldn't know. mixed emotions as if words on a mixed tape. jumbled here, there, some potent then residing to yet a more dominant emotion. what was his heart felt was a whirlpool, a dangerous swirld of liquid and debris, swirling together in a void of unknown, such uncertainy which one would rise out of the trap and be released. was he to be insulted, ashamed to be hidden from a lie, sadden to the core with mistrust of love, or anger that would harbor in his soul? he knew not which one would rule and settle all of these dusted emotions, none would feel like it would subside, so the mass did stand. shock, nay, shame on him to fall so hard, yes, probably that was in his heart. yet one could admire the courage of a femmora to tell secrets of unknow to love, but that was just out of his thoughts 'pon this second, everything was out of his cranium.

.and [k n o w] not what to [t h i n k].

voids did sweep the left trail of the femmora, prints did she make in the debris as she made her depart. where she was heading, he knew not, but where she was, she could not be far, unless all this was a hoak for him to fall, a mighty lord did fall, a sight that would like to be seen by anyone. now, he felt low, as a foundation did crumble in ruins as erosion did decay the stone. feeling did set into the pistons of the mass once as the broken news did settle, a strike to the face, and what would this mascu' do, turn the other cheek as if nothing did happen, his weakness of forgive and forget. yet where was that motive now? far down in his thoughts were his sanity was. oh how the mighty fall a long, hard fall.

.yet still i come to [y o u].

obsidians striked the liquid as momentum did sprung, as view did pass the trail of prints, prints of Navy, wandering somewhere...orbs did slice through the lithosphere, panic you would guess if one glance briefly at such visage motion. oxgyenators did kick in, as breaths became rasps, momentum did take to flight, searching, watching, wanting to find the femmora on moonwash'd somewhere. ah, at last did his gaze did set 'pon the lady once more. halting in four pace, did the entrance did slow to a two beat, slowly coming to a halt at her earthen crusted phyique, a site that he did not witness, pity did swell in his voids, yet mass did descend, underside touching the earthen mix of liquid and earth, crusting too his underside as did the lady's. touch of his kissers did caress tresses of once liquid, now earthen stained, soothing yet once more his lady.

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{ I have f a i l e d you }

Has Navy saw him, she was confused. She thought that he, would never come back for her. was she happy? yes, she was happy, happy indeed, but she felt o so bad still, bad for, well not nessaerly ""cheating"" on him, no this wasent cheating...but bad for, not telling him the truth, for riuning his pride. but nevertheless, he did some back and that did mean something right?

{And for that, i am s o r r y}

My Lord, i am sorry. I have, failed you, and i have hurt you. Please, my Lord, my Love, please, dont leave me.Navy then stood up with a new found strengh. I love you, turley i do. Please fogive me, O please.she then hung her head down in shame, in fear for how he will respond, but she wasent going anywhere, notnow, not ever, just as she promised

{Please, tell me that you l o v e me , and are to never let me go}

[varda»]

. was the foundation.

sinewy you must pertame to hold your self up, and to hold what once did fall at your flints. hold it up, support what you can, give what you give, and let your strength prevail as it once did. no tragic grudges,yes, forgive, forget, right? well, easier spoken then done, all would be too easy in life to say such things. do it, and it would be counted, done, and forgotten by those who would not harbor such grudge. shaken your foundation was, yet the rumble did halt, as you would halt your beat of flints 'pon the passing earth. take nothing heavy, for it will weigh you down when you want feathery lightness as you go.

.but nothing did [c r u m b l e].

mass did shift, ascending as relief rushed into the phyique of the lady as if the strength flowed easily into the soul of the mascu', so forgive and forget? yeah, he could probably do that. see what could of been in ruins, for it was hope of one love did support, barrier that did help as the shaking had begun. visionaries did set 'pon the femmora, what he saw was nothing less than a few moments ago, nothing that took her beneath her rank. for he dubbed her, is what she was, yet Ebrithil hoped that he gave anything to her for her desire, letting her to fly free and show doors that would of been closed to her if her flints did direct the path that the demon Filth almost did corrupt her to follow. oh what tales would this bring to generations, yet all would fade to silver glass, as souls would past.

.yet is this [h e a d i n g] for [d o w n f a l l]?.

labrums did depart, a curve did not show lightly in the presense of the femmora, yet compassion did reigh the touch of visage lineage, no bold lines did crease the facade, yet delicate lineage of youth did spark. single step did the mascu' take to touch the descended crown of the sapphire ember lady. a touch of reassureance of that compassion in his view, yet not displayed by curve of the lips was there, oh it was there. the touch of his kisses from her arch did recede, ascending her crown as his viods did match hers. vocals did depart once again, shaken, nay, yet strong as before, yet light as a feather of an eagle.
I will leave you not, nor forsake you, m'ice embered Queen.

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{ My heart only as room for one person}

Navy felt bad for what she had done, yes, bad indeed. She loved Ebrillth now, and he was it, forever, no turning back. She was sad she ruined his pride, but he seemed to recover qiuckly. She new deep down her King will never truley forgive her, but what was she to do? He now was her one and only, no doubt about that. She arched her neck as a new blanket of reassuringness swept over her.

{'Tis why i have chosen you}

Navy was unsure of what was about to happen, but it could only go up form here right? But, what if Koi, decided to leave her brothers place, his kingdom which he now partly shared? He wouldent, would he? She doubted it, for he new she would vist, but she also new it would hurt him. Head yet again spinning, she stoped fretting for once and foucased on Ebrillth as much as she could. She noted every move he made, as she always did. She only had pride toward him now. Pride becasue he has seen over her ""pittiful"" deed, and seen her, well, for her. The way she had always been. He dident hold a grudge over her, or so she hoped. But Koi, that was a diffrent story. A hole other, hurtful, sorrowful, stroy.

{ So please rememebr that when i see HIM again.}

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OOC: if you're done with your last post ntra, koi could come in any time soon. or should ebrithil ask to see him? sorreh, i will either modify this stupid post so it has some rping in it or just delete all together.

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OOC :: Thats fine.....sry i have yet to fix the other post, but with the movies yesterday, and babysitting today, i wont be able to modify the other post for about......6 or less or more hourse ^^, lol, so sry.... Koi can post as soon as i modify then, or if she gets n b4 meh......so sry bout all this meh luff